I still can’t come to terms with the fact that he is no more. Its been almost three weeks, and all I can say is, “Why?” It is ridiculous when people say he was murdered. I am sure he wasn’t. What assures me is the fact that this was a premeditated suicide. As per my understanding, he had already planned to end his life. How do I assume this? Because three days before he passed away, he cleared everyone’s dues and informed everyone that he wouldn’t be working with them anymore since he didn’t have any money left. Does that not prove that he was already ready to get away from the world?
But then there’s been reports that state he was murdered. And then I tend to wonder. Was he? People say this with conviction because of the rope mark on his neck, and the confounding fact that only three fingerprints were found on the rope- that of his little finger, thumb, and index finger. This is weird. It is impossible to hang oneself with only those three fingers. Some of his friends had come to his flat the night before he died. Did his friends help him commit suicide? Did he beg and plead them to help him end his life?
My heart goes out to Ankita Lokhande. She was the only person who loved him with all her might, unconditionally and selflessly. I was all about how they were happy together and how Rhea must have caused his death. I mean, I have seen Rhea from her Teen Diva days, and I know she is a nasty little girl. When Jia Khan’s mother said that Rhea was selfish and probably led Sushant to his death, I agreed with her. But we have to take a step back and try to understand what the poor girl must be going through – even though she could be a Mother Gothel.
She was interrogated for 9 hours! A case has been filed against her in the Bihar court, and she probably doesn’t have many people she can converse with, right now. I wouldn’t be surprised if she gets suicidal; then everyone will blame the next target – Mahesh Bhatt.
Maybe sometimes things are exactly what it looks like. Perhaps Sushant was indeed going round the bend, and he couldn’t take it in anymore. I mean, he heard voices, and I can only imagine what Rhea went through when she was watching a movie with Sushant, and Sushant told her that Anurag Kashyap was out to kill him. There’s always more than what meets the eye, and we all have to be unbiased. None of us know what’s happening in someone else’s life.
What can I say? I miss Sushant dearly. While most of us didn’t know him personally, we all feel the pain because we all loved him so much. and I still wonder, “Why?”
#Sushant Singh Rajput – The Real Actor.